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First off, Yan Zhi's been way better! He's fighting everyday, fighting strong. Didn't get to see him so often, but still, I love to hear how well he progressed. His condition's been better, can message people, remembers most of us already, joke around, killing insects... I can't describe how happy am I for him.

Well, school's been fine I guess. Classmates seems pretty nice up till now. Maybe only first few weeks, that's why I guess.

Not forgetting SLC! Welcome Tea Session was a success! Bonded with the freshies well, and programme of the session were well executed thanks to the graduated seniors of SLC, SLC committee and advisors! And also, One Heart bonding camp! I would say Bonding Camp was a success, even though my legs ended up like jelly on the last day after wrapping up. Made some new friends, got some experience in events managing, worked and communicated better with committee members, all these, gotta love that. So, I wanna thank my fellow committee members, advisors, and friends for this crazy and enjoyable ride :)

Just saying, I hate people who talk to me just for benefits for themselves, and I don't like people who ask 'How are you?' and do not mean it. I just hate that that. It makes me feel, unappreciated. It's like, after all of the things I have done for you, you're still so fake. If you actually care, you would wait for my answer instead of saying 'kthxbye' (words like that).

Well, tomorrow's Friday, and I'm gomna watch The Avengers! Hopefully there will be seats! Take care of yourselves! Cya!

P.S. I think that the number of fingers that I have is more than the true friends I got.

To my great friend..

First time I saw you, the impression wasn't good. Seems like you're a gangster, seems like you're infamous in the school.

Then I got to know you during Sec 5. You decided to retake repeat 'O' levels, and you came to my class. Conversation with you was always good, cos' you're constantly making me look bad in front of others just because I'm a vegetarian. Then, I thought that you're those playful type of guy. But, I've got to see another side of you during the motivational camp. I still remember, during motivational camp, first day: everyone was told by the to form a circle and sit down. Everyone formed a circle, and nobody was listening to the Motivational camp's speaker. Everybody's talking to each other, joking around. But, you did different. I still remember, you sat down beside the speaker, and you had your body leaned forward. The speaker said to us that you were a good example, because your body posture showed that you were enthusiastic and focused. Almost everyone did that after that.

Then came after the last day of the camp. Daryl and you gave a speech. Daryl teared ALOT, and Yanz, you teared a little bit. At that time, I saw a completely different side of you. As the year progressed, although it seems like you've lost focus on studying, but you have been an important guidance to my life.

I still remember. It was before 'O' levels. We were playing basketball, same old place, same old time in school. I wasn't in the same team as you. I kept shooting the ball myself, I didn't make a fucking pass. Then, you swapped with your teammate, requesting for you to guard me instead. You played dirty, and I exploded after awhile. Then, you slapped me, I mean, those really hard kind. You told me that basketball isn't an individual game, it is a team game. You even gave me youtube links on different passes that one could make. From then on, I had more respect towards you.

You have always been standing up for what's right, and that's what makes you stubborn. But now, you met with and accident, your condition in critical. I really, REALLY hope that you will be able to overcome all odds for yourself, for your family, for us (Your friends), and also because of your own stubborness. Live, no matter what. Don't give up. I dare to say this, I love you, and I'll respect you forever. I'd always be here for you, my friend. Thank you for making a positive impact in my life! Wake up soon please!

Even when they are in the wrong, some people just won't apologize until they can't find any excuses not to, don't they?

I've got this friend of mine, known him for quite awhile now. Whenever he screws things up among friends, he wouldn't even apologize. Sometimes, he just walk off and pretend that nothing happened the next day. Personally, I despise this.

Why wouldn't these kind of people apologize? Why are they finding excuses not to? Pretty easy.

1) Protect his/her ego.
2) 'Face' is more important than anything else (including friendship)
3) Plain stubborn.

These kind of people should at least try to amend things, prove it with actions even though apologizing can be done other than verbally.

Well, if your ego is so important, if you are stupid enough to choose to protect your ego over anything, by all means, go ahead. I don't want you to be part of my life. I want to have no such friends.

And 'priest' lah, to anyone who's like above described, just stop, think, and realize whether protecting your ego is worth it or not.

Great achievement!







Comments from Jonathan Jacobs, my Business statistics facilitator:






It's tough to be consistent, but I'll continue to work hard!!

Ciaos!

Hey people!

Firstly, I want to start off by wishing everyone a very happy new year! It's a month late, but hope you people wouldn't mind! Haha!

So busy with school life nowadays: Trying hard to get good grades everyday, committing to Service Learning Club, trying to balance my school life and friendship. It is definitely hard to balance my life, but I'm always trying my best to. I'm very sorry for rejecting the invitations for outings coming from my friends. I really am.

Speaking of friendship, Jian Teng, one of my bros, has admitted to NS a few days ago. The clique celebrated for him by having a dinner just downstairs of my house. Enjoyed that session!

Just a thought: I've been thinking why I'm not as close to Polytechnic friends than I am with my secondary school friends. Maybe it is because of the fact that in secondary school days, we go through many, many ups and downs together, maturing together. Polytechnic friends? Everyone has their mindsets, already matured, and we don't go through many ups and downs.

Pointless to have many friends. I would rather choose to have a best friend over having many friends, definitely. Luckily I've always kept a distance from everyone, or else I would have ended up getting hurt deeper.

Enough of these emotional shits. UT3 is coming, and I hope I can do well!

Ciaos!

this is awesome..


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There is a piano score for this song in the 2nd link! Download it if you want!

Lastly, '那些年，我們一起追的女孩' is a MUST WATCH MOVIE!
Ciaos!

These are my goals:

1) Get plenty of experience in events planning in poly.
2) Merit award (At least)
3) Get offered scholarship for further studies in any university after NS.
3) After university, be an event planner/manager for a certain events company, then slowly work my way up.
4) Manage a friggin' big project/event.
5) Get an apartment, 5-room flat maybe?
4) Get married preferably. Must be an understanding and loving wife! We also must have lots of things in common!
5) Plan my own wedding. Must be what my wife wants, and also awesome!
5) Have 2 kids, one of each gender.
6) Retire at age 55, have at least $500,000 in my personal bank (Haha I so ambitious! Hope it comes true!)
7) Watch my kids get married.
8) Die in peace.

Working towards it now!

Stress...

Apart from making new friends, school hasn't been that great so far... Having a slow start in this new semester.. Everything is so new; class environment, modules, facis' expectations, busy schedule, committee's task, committee meetings.. Life's getting so quick that it's so hard to even catch my breath. I've been sleeping at 11+, or sometimes it gets worse, 12+. No time to enjoy life, no time for family and friends, no time for basketball, no time for jogging & workout.


I miss W47E so much, especially the 'policy' of 'What happens in class stays in class.', and this 'All-for-one, one-for-all' attitude... Nelson's in class 'performances, ET's craziness, Zoe's competitiveness but ahlian-joker attitude, Jazz's and Claudia's singing, Kingston sleeping,making fun of Sajidah and Atikah, Tiong's loudspeaking voice, Kellsie's and Sheena's bimboness, Faris' swag, YahTing trying to catch up to me, Serene's and Linda's supportiveness, Kaydence's and Shi Qin's horniness, calling Aeeyu bitch (she calls me slut), Pangpang's hangover-symptoms, fighting with Dajie (shiqi), Sky's presence, Trisha's laid back attitude, talking to YuanBo.. All these little things, I miss it, damn much.

Nevertheless, I hope I could overcome these adversities and get stronger. For now, no time for relationship or other stuffs that might interfere with my goals. I hope I will get mentally tougher and emotionally stronger/ have a better control of my emotions.

Don't think I'll update this until the end of my semester, which is like, next year's March. All the best to me! Wish me good luck!

Ciaos!

What's the point of being a dedicated and loyal friend? You try to be nice, but people can ditch and avoid you whenever they want to with whatever reasons they can come up with.

No point being nice anymore. From now on, if you want to keep me in your life, you better prove your worth. If not, you don't deserve me. I swear I won't help people unless I see the need to.

Fucking fakes. Hypocrites.

104th post already! But likea slow only ah! Haha!

Just came back from SADeaf walkathon held by SLC with Wilson, Muhaimin and Suhaili. Got to talk to the my good-girl Senior, Siew Yi, and it was great. Got to understand her better. And guess what? Wilson and me are gonna try to get in to the SLC committee :) Hope I get in!

School has been great; Physically and mentally tired, some conflicts here and there, but at the end of the day, this is how the world works. So, what happens in class stays in class. Hope my class have that mind-set too ^^

Been in RP for 13 weeks already, and even though it's hard, I'll still have to persevere.

Speaking of which, I TOTALLY LOVE MY CLASS, W47E! How to describe this class? Let me see, hmm...

Guess I'll go with: Crazy, Horny, Funny, friendly, understanding, caring, kind, horny (yesIgottamentionthisagainbecausewearethathorny) Sometimes serious when needed, Lame, open-minded (for some people only).. Love this class man... Reminds me of 5A2'10 for some parts.. 2 more weeks and all of us will get seperated physically.. Sad... Gotta cherish them while I can..

One thing I don't like this school is that some teachers are biased against particular students. E.g. My science Facilitator(our so-called teachers) knows that I take Physics and Chemistry in my sec sch days. So when it comes to biology, even though I may have some difficulties understanding it, I'll still understand it at the end of the day. Usually, when you understand a particular topic in science, you'll get an A. I realy did understand all of 'em, and I got a B instead. Compared to a girl who's in the same situation as me (took phy/chem), she still gets A even though she don't really understand it. WTF? Seriously, this faci is fucked up..

Got lots of problems these days.. Mum's 2 elder brothers got into hospitals, Dad got into some health problems too, minor/major conflicts with friends, etc. Kinda going through a emotional rollercoaster.. Gotta stay strong for my family, and also gotta prevent leaking of my unhappiness out..

But here's something I wanna say:

Bitch about me all you want. Yes, I'm a perfectionist, and I'm selfish. You don't like my personality, don't like how I am, so what? That's your problem, not mine. I didn't call you to judge anyways. As long as I love myself, that's fine. In addition, who doesn't want to be the best? I've got no time for haters. I've got better things to do. Hate me all you want, I don't care.